Garden Journal (No.13) – ‘Restructuring’

Today I write about rebooting and restructuring my gardening life, I’m literally going to turn my work off and on again – things might get interesting!

This post was created in April, but not posted to my WordPress page due to reappraising my posting regime. Apologies for the break in service – hopefully normal service will now be resumed! (I have adjusted the text so it’s relevant to the here and now).

Welcome to my garden journal, the place where I pause to consider my gardening journey and look to the days ahead.

Firstly

Well, I’m back again with spring in my step and an update on my garden journal. We seem to have had a good run of useful and useable days of late, but haven’t we had a florally brilliant spring?!

We’ve had some radiant blossom-filled days, flowering cherry trees doing their thing over masses of spring flowering bulbs, and as I write after the tulips have come and gone, the alliums are taking their turn here there and everywhere. Days have finally stretched out so evenings can be put to good use, whether pottering out in the garden, a short but sweet visit to the allotment, or simply getting outside for fresh air and inspiration. Oh, and how could I forget; with the lifting temperatures I can once again sit back and write in the cool comfort of my garden hut…Happy days are here again!

A close up view through a tray full of seedlings, their stalks rising tall from tiny compost plugs and their nail sized eaves overhead
New season plugs awaiting their pots… All now potted on and racing away!

On the work front…

Crikey, there’s so much I could say on the work front this time, but being both level-headed and sensitive, I will choose to keep my cards close to my chest – mostly.

Being open though I can admit to having quite the time of it since my last journal entry, with a working role that I accepted on a trial basis having not turned out as anticipated, shall we say. Now, as most will know I’m a resourceful chap, but having carried myself through a redundancy programme that started early in July last year, and having stepped into a trial role in February, even I came to realise in the end that enough was enough.

Organisational restructuring can be a brutal process, both for those on the list and for those who ‘survive’; there’s no hiding away from that. It must also be said that navigating such choppy waters can also, for some, turn out to be the making of them. For me, having always focussed on the saying that a door opens for a reason, I took an opportunity as if it were meant to be, at least that is, until I figured out that it was definitely not meant to be, at least not for me right now.

To summarise my last few weeks then, I’d simply say that whilst I could have sucked it up and kept my head down, I’m wise enough to realise that ‘plodding onward’ was neither healthy nor the way I wanted to exist; and it certainly wasn’t going to keep me in the best frame of mind to support the brilliant gardeners and gardens. If you can’t bring your A-game to such a role, the role will eat you up, and I’ve witnessed this personally.

In early May therefore, I handed back my trusty Head Gardener’s badge, and with a lump in my throat walked out into a new spring relieved in some way from the heaviness that redundancy brings. Yes, this still leaves me at a career drop-off point, but I’m loaded with ability and optimism, and a mindset that all this is happening for a reason, that in time will become apparent.

All being well, and maybe once I’ve had a day or two to think clearly (and get the allotment straight), I shall be guided by my angels and the stars above to re-emerge in pastures new, where my experience, creativity and dedication to the cause can be seen and put to good use. Oh, and to those brilliant people and places I will soon leave behind, surely it is better to have loved and lost, than never to have loved at all…?

Let’s see where I pop up, eh!

In the Garden

After all that heaviness, it’s time to focus on a new year ahead that’s already treating us to some wonderful gardening weather. I probably say it every year but isn’t a sunny spring day just the absolute best?! Every year as we crest the spring equinox, from the first celandines and violets through daffodils, tulips, fritillaries and more, I go about my days like a proverbial kid in a sweet shop; I just can’t have too much garden time!

As seen frequently on my Instagram, I was blessed since early spring with that opportunity to work across three wonderful gardens. Whilst much time has been spent doing management tasks, I did manage a few days in my greens and safety boots; vitally important days for a real head gardener to breathe and connect. To therefore have seen each garden drift from being chilly, overcast and somewhat damp around the edges, through to being dust dry and bathed in summertime heat, well, it’s been an absolute delight. Thankfully though as I update this post, some rain has returned to quench each garden’s thirst.

A lawn mower parked on the edge of a large lawn freshly mown, with topiary shrubs and Charlecote's Elizabethan gatehouse.
Only the second cut of the year, and a team effort, but good to level the lawns at long last…

When at work, I chipped-in with the annual potting up of parterre bedding plug plants at Charlecote and even dropped onto some mowing and mole damage repair on a games lawn. Whilst at home, aside from a slow-ahead approach to cutting back perennials plus some tying in and training, my largest task was been getting a new bed underway; a switch from lawn area to wildlife friendly planting. Oh yes, I did finally get my vegetable seeds sown into modules for the allotment.

I must also mention the containerised bulbs that worked well for me at home, most performing brilliantly in a range of pots placed around the garden. Apart from a few poor-quality bulbs that didn’t make it through, the rest were so worth the wait, but I guess that’ll teach me for buying some extras in the sales too late in the year!

Tulip ‘Purple Pride’ and Hyacinth ‘Woodstock’; flowering pink coloured bulbs in a container in a garden setting
Tulip ‘Purple Pride’ and Hyacinth ‘Woodstock’, a lovely pair if I do say so myself…

Looking Ahead

As I update this post I am now of course living through days post redundancy, and preparing myself for new working days ahead – all TBC. In the days ahead therefore, whilst trying to not get side tracked by the busyness of May, I’ll be endeavouring to go slowly so as not to let the wonder of the season pass me by. To those ends therefore, I look ahead to the summer season with both an open mind as to where my next chapter shall begin; wish me luck!

On that note I’ll sign off for now and bid you well for the rest of spring.

Kindest regards, Gary. Gardening Ways.

My Woven Web

Hello and welcome back to my gardening ways blog. It has been a while since I last showed up, but many thanks for stopping by. I hope you’ll find something to delight, entertain or connect with, be it a few moments pondering my weird take on a life in horticulture, or enjoyment of a few carefully selected seasonal images and notes.

If you know my blog, you’ll know the importance I place on images which contribute hugely to whichever piece I’m presenting. You’ll understand, that for the first time in I don’t know how long, I’m jumping straight into the writing, and the images will be randomly squeezed in afterwards. This isn’t due to a shortage of pictures by the way, but more related to my present state of mind. In the next few lines, all will become apparent, as they say!

Manipulated image of a gardener at work on an allotment.
A manipulated image of my good self at work on the allotment.

The different approach to this post is due to the strange horticultural path I feel I’m treading just now, balanced precariously as I am between a garden consultancy role, restoring an allotment, and establishing a new garden at home. (This lifestyle shouldn’t come as too much of a surprise if you know me at all!)

I don’t think I’m different to many other people, in as much that I’m inspired regularly by my surroundings and situations, and I’m increasingly driven to capture them in some way. To this end, I’m usually to be found snapping pictures of flowers, bees, beetles and anything garden-like, in fact anything ancient, artistic or horticulturally trivial that captures my attention. I’ll often lag behind on an outing, only to have to hurry to catch up because I got caught up taking some pictures!

Woolsthorpe Manor and Newton’s apple tree in full leaf, positioned behind a low wattle barrier
Another property on my patch, so to speak: Woolsthorpe Manor, with Newton’s apple tree.

In the last week alone, I’ve filmed clips of freshly shooting trees, grazing deer, potato planting, potting-up in the garden, dragonflies resting, and both wild flowers and roses swaying in the breeze. It’s all linked I think, yet makes my photo archive something of a random mix of visuals. You might experience a slither of the experience were you to scroll down my Instagram page!

The random nature of my imagery has become all the more varied since taking a major personal turn in direction towards the end of last year with, as mentioned previously: a new home, a new allotment and new job. I’ve always collected images of course, but now they’re from here, there, and seemingly everywhere!

A seedling Rowan tree in a pot
An important little seedling Rowan tree, its family line stretching back to a family garden two generations back.

However, despite the head-filling work days and remaining no-time-to-rest hours left over each week, I feel duty bound to record a post that in some ways will capture this moment in time for me; a time when some days deliver intense frustration or exhaustion, whilst other days can present moments of complete fascination, enlightened discovery and new levels of personal fulfilment. It’s hard to explain, bu oh what a woven web we weave.

If only I could stitch all the good moments together and edit out all the bad. If the whole journey could flow and not switch lanes every five minutes. If the rain only fell at night to refresh our gardens. It would be all perfect and life would be more enjoyable, right? Wrong? Who knows.

What I do know is that it’s usually a matter of balance, in as much that the challenging moments often make the special moments even more special; a case of yin and yang I guess.

Father and son studying tadpoles in the historic garden that is Painswick Rococo Garden.
A special moment studying tadpoles with my lad at Painswick Rococo Garden.

The main body of text in this post doesn’t therefore tell a story, or record key themes as my typical garden journal posts would, but hopefully, in the spirit of openness, lets you know where I’m at mentally. The images selected, therefore, whilst not themed to the post itself will nevertheless be chosen to indicate the random nature of the days I’m experiencing.

If none of it makes sense, or is hard to contemplate, rest assured that plants are still there every day in abundance. Physical gardening, whilst randomly placed, calls me regularly, keeps me active and keeps my thumbs green, and my mental engagement in the horticultural world has risen to new, infuriatingly brilliant levels. It’s all very busy, and all very fascinating!

Berrington Hall, Herefordshire
Berrington Hall, Herefordshire, acknowledged as ‘Capability’ Brown’s last landscape commission. Tomorrow I visit Croome in Worcestershire, also on my patch, & Brown’s first large scale project.

Putting all that heaviness aside, I do hope you’ve been enjoying all the growth that spring has brought. It feels as though we’re on summer’s doorstep now and its warmth is already wafting over our gardens.

I’ve enjoyed some catch-up sessions watching Chelsea Flower Show on TV, and despite my concerns over the whole shebang, I can’t help but be inspired by the creative people and entirety of the product; I hope you’ve managed to watch some or even visit the real thing?! (If you’re more of a Beechgrove fan, I’m right there with you too).

I’ll leave things there for now, but will in my closing words encourage you to stay positive, enjoy the flowers and keep in touch. Oh yes, and please do pass on the keys to a balanced lifestyle if you have them, I could do with unlocking its mysterious ways!

Kind regards
Gary

Tree Connections

I’ve been wanting to write a little piece about trees for a while now, but as often the way, it’s been just another post on the to-do list. However, when our friends on BBC Gardeners’ World produced a special program dedicated to trees, I was inspired to get out my notes and to revisit that post I’ve been meaning to write.

Limes in the morning mist.

Like many other people, I’ve a long held interest and fascination for trees, and not least for the fact they can grow from the smallest wind blown seed to enormous, living and breathing structures. How they establish a root hold and adapt their growth, melding with the environment they find themselves in is nothing short of extraordinary.

My Sensory Garden

Do you have a sensory garden? If not, are you sure?

I find myself sitting at a little bistro table in my garden with fingertips poised near the keyboard. It’ll be my first post for a few weeks you see, after life, as it does, got a little heavy. But with a few moments of peace available I’m determined to reignite my writing brain and post something interesting, or useful at least so here goes; a post about my sensory garden.

Blue hyacinth flowers in a rusting, tin pot, in the garden
Hyacinths punch well above their weight in terms of scent – these are incredible!

Sense of Smell

Trust In The Gardener

Many people have ownership or responsibility for an outside area, a conservatory or balcony. The idea though of actively working one of those spaces into a garden, of cultivating plants or improving that space does not always come easily.

I’m not a gardener,” and “I know nothing about plants,” are statements I’ve heard many times, and it’s often through a fear of failing, of being judged or maybe, of having a space for growing but not knowing how to approach it.

Time’s well spent in the garden….

Now I’m not for a second going to judge or wag a green finger of disgust, because everyone is their own person, in their own unique situation and gardening shouldn’t be a forced activity. Indeed, gardening actively for some people can be next to impossible.

Just a Rusty Old Garden Tool?

If you’re of a like mind, I’m certain that at some point in time you’ll have found yourself wondering through a historic property, maybe past garden buildings at a Georgian Manor House, or through a farmstead developed through the Victorian period. Maybe it was a rural museum you strolled around, peppered with Tudor structures and land managing paraphernalia, or even a cottage garden where you stepped carefully along wiggling blue brick pathways wide enough just for one.

Photo of an antique garden roller At Calke Abbey
An Ironcrete garden roller enjoying retirement at Calke Abbey

Whatever place it was, I’m sure you’ll have happened across a rusty garden implement or two – and I’m not talking about the gardeners!

Gardens and the Best of Times

Welcome to another GardeningWays post, where this week I’m going to say a little, wait for it – about the importance of gardens.

Oh here we go again I hear you say! Seriously though, gardening for me feels somewhat different this year. Times have changed – but then I’m sure they have for everyone.

Sunrise over the Sphinx bridge at Compton Verney in Warwickshire
Sunrise beyond the Sphinx Bridge at Compton Verney ©️Gary Webb

When I look back, just one year has passed since I released myself from a working role which, through ten years of growing, saw me change immeasurably as a person. When thinking of this last year, I hardly need close my eyes before vivid images across those four seasons come to my mind; a time of intense and very rewarding activity I have to say.

Gardening Creatively

Welcome to a slice of what normally would be my garden journal. Last week I actually drove down a new lane on my journey to work and delivered myself to a new garden called Sulgrave Manor.

Brassica foliage lit brightly by sunshine
Shapes in the garden

To coincide with this new chapter, and in an effort to develop my garden writing I’ve decided to take my blog in a new direction also. For the foreseeable future therefore, I’m going to try some posts that explore particular topics or themes related to gardens, horticulture, heritage or the natural world – all subjects that surround me everyday and remain close to my heart. My GardeningWays blog will henceforth feature posts with individual titles. Let’s hope I don’t run out of ideas!

Within and Beyond Compton Verney.

I write this in the final days of my employment at Compton Verney, and anyone who knows me will understand how difficult it will be to walk away. Nevertheless, I know that time has come for change, and to move on, literally, to pastures new.

The classic Compton Verney view, by Gary Webb.
That classic Compton Verney view. ©️Gary Webb

A lengthy notice period has meant that I’ve found myself stuck in limbo, which has given much time, possibly too much time, for contemplation. My head’s been full of thoughts and concerns, partly about challenges that are ahead in my new role, but also about the place I will leave behind, a place that has literally been my baby for nearly ten years now. Mentally, it’s a very weird place to be…

Winter aconites at Compton Verney .
January winter aconites at Compton Verney. ©️Gary Webb

You see, I have spent recent years managing, tending, developing and nurturing the historic landscape garden that is Compton Verney, on behalf of a charitable trust. The area I’ve looked out for is a garden that rests in the subtlest of valleys, with a meandering pool system threaded and widened at its very heart. If you ever sensed a place with spirit, then you’ll know what I mean; Compton Verney is not left wanting when it comes to spirit of place.

Some landscape views thoughtfully created in the eighteenth century have survived the test of time. Those views, especially from the central mansion or bridge capture slices of farmland and look, to all intents and purposes perfectly natural. However, every hollow and mound, all the woodland groups and all the key views have been designed and manipulated by people. From the most recent light-touch planting and habitat creation projects, right back through the classical Georgian era, and still farther back through the Medieval period; the ground has been worked and worked again. Compton Verney simply exudes history and character, even the mansion stonework displays fossilised remains!

An 18thC mansion at Compton Verney
Lime shadows on the 18thC mansion at Compton Verney. ©️Gary Webb

There’s an enchanting woodland garden with a handful of sheltered and calm spaces, that play host to a mixed age collection of native and exotic trees – some over 400 years old, and each having their own hidden history. Layered around are shrubberies, flowing lawns and established large-scale wild flower meadows, with close-mown paths weaving within and beyond. As if this were not enough, the whole venue has also become a local wildlife site of significance.

It is, as you may have deduced, one heck of an area to look out for. Oh, did I mention Compton Verney’s present landscape is the handiwork of one Lancelot ‘Capability’ Brown? I might have spoken about him once or twice over the years…

When I describe my present place I always see it from high above, whilst looking down across its key character areas. Down on the ground however, I have come to know the site so intimately, and there aren’t many square metres where I haven’t trod, studied, considered, fixed up, planted, photographed or, on occasion, had strong words with. One area even hides my wedding ring that was lost during a restoration project – a discovery for future archaeologists I think!

Buxus clipping at Compton Verney. ©️Gary Webb

If you haven’t collected the thread by now, it is that Compton Verney, an incredibly atmospheric and beautiful place has gripped me, and I wanted to register this fact for posterity. I would say that I’m very aware it is not a Waddesdon, Kew Gardens, Chatsworth or otherwise, and it doesn’t pretend to be Wisley or Hampton Court; it is Compton Verney, a place that is individual, singular and uniquely brilliant.

I’m endeavouring, I guess, to record the Compton Verney that I know and respect. Regardless of whatever job title I’ve had pinned to my shirt, I’ve fundamentally acted as a custodian, an overseer or curator, and as anyone who cares for an historic venue is likely to tell you – it is this that matters most, and can sometimes weigh the heaviest. For me, it has always been about protecting and caring for the fabric of the landscape, and about pulling it back to something of its former splendour.

Morning sun through the grove at Compton Verney. ©️Gary Webb

From the very first moment I stepped foot onto Compton Verney ground, I knew I could make a positive horticultural difference. What I didn’t bargain for was the journey it would take me on, the challenges or pain it would throw my way, or to what degree the place would embrace and hold my imagination. Like many historic landscape gardens, whilst its original design has suffered the inevitable passage of time, its atmosphere and presence remains ever-present, and has continued to grow and improve with every year of input.

Remembering that passage of time, and the changing use of the place itself, it may be interesting to note that even with the present trust ownership model; the ‘fabric’ of the landscape that I have looked out for has remained much the same as it has for centuries. In this context, and with full respect for the role I’ve been employed to carry out for almost a decade; you can hopefully see why, as one of a very long line of gardeners, I have always felt a strong commitment to do what felt right for the landscape itself.

March of the imagination at Compton Verney
March of the Imagination 2018 at Compton Verney. ©️Gary Webb

During my contribution there have been many misty morning starts, with intimate views across that we’ll known mirror-pool lake view. There have also been dead of night walks beneath star speckled skies, whilst discovering bats and ‘butterflies of the night’. Countless projects have brought me to my knees on parched or damp earth, with many a planting pocket forced into the ground with an iron bar and back aching digging session. Other, rarer projects have given opportunities like walking beside the historic roof tiles of Brown’s chapel, to look down, bird-like over that flowing, beautiful, naturalistic landscape.

Some days have filled me with anger at the loss of a branch off a special tree, and some have set my mind wandering about the futures each freshly planted tree would witness. Frozen fingers have been warmed by the exhaust pipe of the ever suffering tractor, after hours of snow clearing yet conversely, gushing cold water has often flowed from hosepipes to cool a sun-baked head. I could fondly continue…

Naturally I can always re-visit, and I will, but before long all I shall have are images and memories to remind me of my seemingly long but all-too-short time at Compton Verney. Though I write of my personal experiences, I must importantly take time to thank a wonderful team, some of whom journeyed beside me and contributed to those landscape triumphs over the last few years.

Through our combined efforts, newly established wild flowers have fed, & will continue to nourish bees and butterflies. Beetles and rare fungi have flourished on the tons of dead wood we’ve hidden away and the stump-wood we have retained. Bats have continued to thrive in tree hollows we’ve ‘not’ pruned away, and new trees will cast valuable shade for decades, even centuries to come.

Sunset at Compton Verney
CV sunset. ©️Gary Webb

Revitalised open spaces will capture and restore peoples’ senses, a variety of planting will blossom to lift spirits, and new eye-catchers will challenge ideas of art and landscape. To all of you; you did a great job, and I couldn’t have done it without you.

I may not have been the best organiser or record-keeper, I never did promise to keep a tidy desk, and that dreaded flu might have taken me down a few times, but I feel that I’ve done my bit for the landscape and I’m proud of how it looks and of how we’ve executed our tasks along the way with humour.

So here we are, nearly at the end. ‘My baby’, as I mentioned at the top of this article will soon be my baby no longer. I’m happy though to see that it has grown some and will continue to mature. I look forward to seeing its progress in years to come, and to supporting if I can, and I will rest assured that whilst soon I will not be there in person every day, I’ll be there in spirit. My inputs were thoughtful, considered, and at all times with the best of intention.

Compton Verney historic landscape and garden: Veni, vidi, vici

(Or more appropriately: I came, I saw, I gardened!)

Gary Webb. Oct 2019.